Car Show!

Jess here!! I get to go to a car show!! I get to go to a car show!!! Yes, I'm one of those crazy girls who LOVE car shows. I'm definitely my Daddy's girl in that retrospect. Its 88 degrees here and Heather's at work so no beach for me .... yet! I get to go tomorrow though. I'm excited. Heather says we can play in the water too!!! EEEKS!!! So, if you haven't noticed I'm a big kid. I even twirl around when I have a skirt or dress. But then again it's amazingly fun. I know its probably a little immature and stupid of me to do so, but I figure we have one life. Live it up have fun and be yourself. And me? I'm a little on the crazy side...well...more of completely, but its all good! I love being me. I'm so thankful that Heather lets me be myself without ever trying to change or scrutinize me for being me. She is so amazing. She is always encouraging me to do what I want. She is the reason I'm a published poet. Because of her, I can honestly say I'm here. I have my share of skeletons in my closet, but I have found my way to be myself and forget what others say. Heather has always been there for me supporting me and encouraging me to be me. She was my light for a very long time while we were best friends, but she helped me to find my own light. I can be who I am and truly let both myself and my relationship flourish. Heather has a saying that you can't be happy with someone until you're happy within yourself. When I wasn't happy I was detrimental to the relationships: friendships and exs. Heather truly helped me come to terms with who I am and stop my endless questioning of why people didn't like me. Heather supported me through all my crazy thoughts and crazy notions. She truly loves me for me. And i her. but....sorry for my tangent...I do that alot when it comes to Heather see...she's my world. But anyways... Mother's day is kinda bittersweet for us this year. We want to be mothers so bad and the fact we're not just kinda taunts us. While we just started the hole ttc process and stuff... i guess we just don't do anything half butted. We throw everything we have to get what we want. Its pretty awesome because at least then no matter the income we can always at the very least say we gave it our full try. I'm sorry my ramblings don't always make since but it does in my head...well...I'm going to stop insulting you guy's time with crazy ramblings of me... and go get ready to get Heather from work!!

YAY its almost time for her to get off and be home with me!!!

Jess