Babies....Puppies...and Memories.

So...Heather and I went to the mall the other day and there were SOOO many babies. It was kind of depressing actually. Heather and I want one sooo bad but...we'll figure it all out. So... first i have to tell you about my dog I had growing up. Luke. He was the sweetest dog and he loved me like no other dog has before. He was a small lab. He didn't come up higher than my knee, but he was my dog. He would protect me and was always there for me. Well, then I had to move. My dad said I couldn't take Luke with me so he gave him to a work friend... Well....That was the last time I heard from Luke despite several tries to find him. I missed my dog. Well...Heather and I always look on craigslist for one reason or another and a few days ago there was a posting about a small black lab. The picture posted looked just like Luke. I didn't say anything to Heather about it at first figuring he'd be gone and too big for us. But Heather knew anyways. I got to a breaking point the other day because I missed Luke. I cried while Heather held me and I cried for a while after she went to sleep. I just...missed my dog you know? i missed not having to speak my problems aloud and i missed having someone here to talk to while Heather is at work. Well yesterday Heather caught me looking at the dogs add again. I told her it was too far to go get her. She said to email her anyways... So i did... and now...we have Bella..but we're thinking about renaming her Lucille. She's really sweet and loving and low maintenance. I have yet to decide if Bella Lucy is actually a dog or not... We got her yesterday afternoon and she hasn't barked, peed, pooed, or fetched. She does sleep and eat and drink tho... I think she's still nervous. I am completely spoiled rotten. I love Heather with all I have and all I am. I don't miss Luke as much. I'll always miss him but Bella is seeming to help with that. I think Bella will help with our Babies everywhere thing. We want our family sooo bad and I just can't wait for us to have our family. But I thank Heather for always knowing me. She's absolutely amazing and perfect for me. She's my world.... But you guys already know that...In case you haven't noticed.... I'm completely in love with Heather.

Jess out to get food!