This one's for you.

So... I haven't blogged in a little bit so I figured I would. Granted I will quite possibly touch on many of the same subjects my love has touched, but idk. Maybe not. It's hard being here. I'm trying to make the best of it though. I'm trying to keep my head up and remember that no matter what anyone says, I'm pretty great. I may be going through a lot and I may not always want to say that I'm great and I try to be pretty humble. I understand the job market is empty just about but maybe, just maybe there will be something out there for me. The world is hard but there should be a way for everyone to use their talents and make some sort of happiness for themselves. Me? I'm a writer. I'm 22 years old, and writing is my passion, there I said it. I am a natural writer. I am beginning to understand that even though I have a natural talent for writing, sometimes it takes work. That being said, how many people can say they have on published book and two in the works? Really? Yea...That's freaking amazing. I have been really down on myself lately and I have to apologize again to Heather for having to put up with my downer attitude, at least towards myself. She's so Awesome to be dealing with EVERYTHING she is and then I didn't help any. I'm trying to get better I really am, And deep down, I know I'm awesome too. I'm trying to let that guide me from now on. I'm capable and willing to do any damn thing I put my mind too. Ok...I'm going to stop bragging now... This one's for you, Heather.

I love you.