AHHH!

Does anything every go right anymore? I am so mad right now I could scream. So we just got settled in here (well as settled in as we can get) and Jess's family is driving me crazy and my family is driving me crazy and nothing seems to be going right anymore. I mean yes I just got this great job and I am super excited about however if this guy doesn't pull some strings then I wont get to start the job until the 22nd of August. So what am I supposed to do until then? We have to have some money coming in. I just need some positive news today, something good to happen. Someone to give us a break. I don't think that is going to happen, but please just seriously give us a break. PLEASE! If Jess's parents call us children one more time I am going to scream. If my dad starts problems with my nanny one more time, I am going to go crazy on him. I have given up hope on having a relationship with him, and I have come to terms with that but seriously it is just wrong for him to try and convince my family not to have anything to do with me...especially my nanny who is very sick and 82 years old and my hero. I am not doing anything wrong by being with Jess. I love her and I am following my heart and there is nothing wrong with that and I am sorry that he doesnt agree with the way I am living my life, and I am okay with that everyone has a right to their opinion (even if it is wrong) but he has no right to try and persuade my family to have nothing to do with me. I really just want to scream at this point. I told Jess I am ready to move out of the country and not tell either of our families where we are going. And honestly I would really consider it if it wasnt for my nieces and nephew and my nanny. Sorry I really just needed to vent and I am sure Jess is tried of hearing it.
Signing off...H