Out and about

So I am officially out to my whole family! Yikes! It feels amazing to be able to be myself and not have to hide the fact that I am in love with the most amazing woman in the world. So it has been so amazing on some points but I'm pretty sure what little relationship I had with my father is gone. He won't speak to me at all. The only problem I have with this is well he lives with my mom and I feel so awkward being there now, so its going to hurt my relationship with her. My brother thankfully, said that the kids could still come! I was so excited! So yesterday Jess and I drove all day (8 hours round trip) to get the kids and bring them to our home. It was good getting to see the family and have Jess with me and them know that we are together. Most of my family took it very well. There are still a couple of distant family who I haven't heard of their reactions but I am sure they aren't good. However I am not worrying about it. I feel free and oh so happy I have my girl, my family, and my kiddies are visiting for a week. So more about that...

I have with me two nieces and a nephew...I also have another Niece Brianna but she wasn't able to come on this trip (her mom is getting married) So Alexis is 10, Ethan is 7 and Natalie is 3. Alexis likes to be the big girl...following me around and helping whenever she can and Ethan is the quiet one, just kinda goes with the flow, however Natalie is well lets just say a mess! My brother and his wife need to tame that girl and quick. She will be a different child when she leaves Aunt Heather's house. I don't let her get away with half of the crap her mom does. She just looks at me like wow your serious. She is so adorable but a handful. She is the one you have to keep an eye on every second of every day.

So whats on the agenda? Tomorrow Jess is off so we are going to the beach for the day, with kites, sand castle kits and a picnic and camera of course...lol. Then Saturday we are going to the aquarium in Savannah because it is celebrating its birthday and they are doing all kinds of cool things with the kids. Then one day we are going to explore Savannah together and take lots of pictures, other then that there will be lots of playing in our pool, lots of monopoly, uno and Jenga playing, and just spending time together. This morning when we woke up we had a big tickle fest. It was great. I love having them here. My poor Jess is sick though. Poor baby, she has the sore throat, headache, running nose and all. I can tell she feels horrible but she keeps right up with the kids and won't slow down at all. Gosh she is a trooper. I fall more in love with her everyday. It amazes me just when I think I cant fall for her more I do. Now thats love. I will update later...gotta get back to the kiddies.
♥H