I love you Jess.

So... We took the kids home yesterday. It was really sad. I didn't want to take them home. I know I said earlier how much hard work they are, and they are, but... they are amazing creatures. They don't mind discipline. I think they really .... like it in a way. They respect us. They were SOOO cute. We took them to Chuck E. Cheese's the day before and they were sooo excited. It made me feel like they loved and needed us. Jess will you do this with me, Aunt Heather will you play this with me. It was amazing. The patrons at Chuck E. Cheese's kept calling us their parents... It made me feel good. After our day of fun packedness, We came home and just partied. It was really fun. We just kinda partied here at the apartment and what not. When we were settling down to sleep... Ethan says his tummy hurt so he came into our bed with us. We sat there and talked with him forever. He was SOO sweet. He said it takes a special person to be called aunt and that I was special it just didn't flow Aunt Jess so he'd rather call me Jess. It was soo cute. It broke my heart when he started crying and told us he'd miss us and wanted to stay here. I wish we could have kept them all. I love them soo much. So... I asked Natalie for a hug the other day and she of course gave me one and I told her i loved her and she goes I love you Jess. It was SOOO sweet. It melted my heart. They are all amazing. And Heather being the amazing person she is, is perfect with them. She is perfect for me. I love he so very very much. So all in all... I want them back but i'll enjoy my time with Heather too. I love them, but I think we deserve some Me and Heather time. Just me and Heather.

YAYA>...off to spend time with my Amazing Heather.